melancholy has a bit of a hold. i’m not feeling overly negative about things, just have this little grey cloud over my head. i’m kind of trying to keep my head down, keep crocheting, keep knitting, waiting for it to pass.
i am starting to face these feelings, though, and figure out the true source. […]

it was 2:30 am the last time i looked at the clock before i faded off to sleep. crawled into bed a half hour before that and had trouble getting warm and trouble quieting the thoughts in my head.
but to backtrack a bit, ’twas not a usual monday evening. had a wonderful techie webconference thingy […]

brain is tired and turned to mush. i bet even a zombie wouldn’t want it in this state.
i don’t like talking about work in here. generally, my job is exactly the same from day to day, with minor variations and i’ve no reason to blog about it. this week has been no different, except […]

okay, okay, i’m here. things are still going to be kind of bullet-pointy around here, simply because i have nothing really deep to say right now.
i’m getting the tai chi and vitamins and such all back on track. four days in and i’m already noticing the difference. i’ll up the tai chi over the […]

i’ve been kind of insular this week. i hate to say anti-social, because that term carries baggage with it, visions of mental instability that i simply don’t feel. i just have needed a lot of me time, even more than usual.
thankfully, i’ve managed to carve quite a bit of it. may it continue through […]