just ugh.
there are so many things i want to blog about: john lennon’s rolling stone interview, kurt vonnegut’s passing, some awesome free software i’ve unearthed, my total lack of writing last night. i just don’t have the energy to do it.
i also don’t have the energy, or more acurately the focus and brain power, […]

so i’ve adjusted my little timetable and wordcount quota to something that my brain seems to be able to wrap itself around: 1200 words a day.
for some reason, the extra 500 words to make 1700 just makes me absolutely miserable. not sure why, but i’m not going to overthink it right now, i’m just […]

there are big things moving about in my head, lots of work and frustration. i’m not giving up, but damn, things have gotten so very hard all of a sudden.
while i consider what the hell i’m going to do so i’m not miserable all the time, i’m giving you a task:
1. Go to GOOGLE.
2. […]

i flew through my word count last night. well, comparatively anyway.
spending a good chunk of time yesterday organizing all my little chapters into the beginning of the story made it feel like, well, a story. it also exposed some big, gaping holes and some very divergent timelines. the first hole was partly filled last […]

that’s what i have to do with this story, just trust that it’s all going to work in the end.
put my head down, plow ahead, try to remember how to enjoy the journey and don’t look up until i reach ‘the end’.
i started piecing things together this morning before the craziness of thursday afternoon […]