i’ll probably post a couple more times today. i’m just full of stuff and energy and have no good place to put it. granted, i do have a ton of work to do, but there was an historic election yesterday and this is more important.

was up until 1:30 watching the goings on. i’m thrilled california passed proposition 2, but utterly annoyed and upset and insert-more-angry-emotions-here that 8 looks like it’s passing.

other than that, i’m in shock and awe and not sure what to do with myself. keep spontaneously bursting into tears. some from joy, some from relief. being hormonal right now is not helping!

my heart wants to run out and get a flag and wave it round. i want to feel good to be american again. i want to drop my cynicism and be proud about what happened last night. and for the most part, that’s what i’m doing.

there’s just this tiny piece of me that is burned by the whole policital machine. i’m a little scared to believe with my whole heart. i guess that’s to be expected after the last eight years, right?

ack. more later.