updated the ink sketches, finally. i missed a couple days over the weekend, but dutifully did the sketches anyway, as soon as i got the chance.

the last few days have been filled with upheavals and errands, so i was glad to have a little time this evening to try and reconnect with myself and the universe and spirit and all that. got the aforementioned scanning done and also did a bit of tai chi. i dearly wish that there was a local, convenient, low-priced tai chi class that i could attend. i’ve tried yoga once or twice and it just didn’t grab me, but give me ‘parting the horse’s mane’ or ‘crane opens wings’ and i’m a happy camper.

of course, this practice also serves to show just exactly how uncoordinated i really am. my feet always end up in the wrong position, or my hands will be the reverse of what they should be. at times i even forget to breathe, never a good thing when one is exercising.

anyway, it did my soul good to do the exercises, to move through the different positions and make my legs oh-so-very tired. i’ll sleep soundly tonight, i believe.

tomorrow is friday and then it’s on to the weekend. i’m looking forward to resetting my brain and seeing if i can make some firm decisions on all this health crap. i’m tired of being afraid and feeling like a big chicken about this stuff, but i haven’t yet figured out how to get myself off my duff and take care of the problem. damn, this life stuff can be hard sometimes and frustrating, too, especially when you know that you’re the only one making it hard.

more secret project work soon, i hope. the other two projects are trucking along nicely and i really can’t wait to share them. i apologize for not being more up front about these, but they’re pretty special to me and i don’t want to spoil the energy by spreading it too thin.

and on that vague and mysterious note, i’m off to have a little bowl of cereal and then onward to bed for some reading with the cuddly, fuzzy braveheart.