hmmm,

well, here i am. having a rough period with doing the work thing. ya know, a normal 9 to 5 job. i go through cycles where i”m totally fine there, and then there are stints of discontent. this one is particularly hard to shake due to the fact that i’m determined to stay, where as i usually am found rehashing my resume and searching the job sites at this point.

in other news, the walking is going slowly. i’m in the process of rethinking how my diet looks and how it’s affecting my energy level as well as my rate of weight loss.

i’m also having a little bit of spiritual longing. i really would love to belong somewhere within the community, but i feel in my heart that solitary is where i need to be, at least for now. i’m still not sure how to go about doing this thing, i just keep plugging away and trying all i can.

that’s it for now.

see ya on the flip side!