i am just having the computer week from hell. this isn’t the first time this has happened this year either. gotta go to mom and dad’s to get the car fixed. really want to go home now, climb into bed and start over. this isn’t really something that a vacation will fix. it requires an adjustment of headspace and the computers’ cooperation.

i’m in that in between place where i know too much to be called a novice, but i don’t know enough to really be in charge of fixing these things.

sorry to rant like this after being away for so long. guess i’m feeling a bit trapped today. and very little. don’t unt to be here. unt to be home with my kitty boys. unt to learn flash and design things and do artwork and pretend i don’t know how to fix a computer.

the one advantage i have right now is that i don’t have any real deadlines to meet.

i feel bad about this, but i’m ready for spring. this has been a rough winter, not weather wise, but emotionally and i’ve had enough.

part of the reason is that i would like to start exercising. i’ve gained weight over the course of the winter and i’d like to start shedding it. yes, i can eat less junk. that’s definitely a start. i think i’ll be cutting back and just have a treat once or twice a week. that’s all fine, but i live by a canal that has a walking path. i’d love to go walk a bit when i get home at night. right now it’s just too dark and cold. well, diet first it is then. perhaps some stretching exercises or yoga stuff until then. i’ve been sedentary too long.

alright back to work. yuck!