I’m sitting here at work. There were thoughts running through my head a while ago, what were they?

Oh, yeah! I was driving here this morning after dropping Curly off at her job. I had this amazing Emmylou Harris song on, don’t know the name.

Hold on…

It’s called “I Will Dream”. Truly lovely, peaceful, evocative. There wasn’t many people on the road as I was quite late. The back roads around Princeton are lovely at this time of year, yellow sunlight through yellow leaves. My favorite time of year.

So here I was, singing along with Emmylou, driving by myself, and I had this wave, an absolute tsunami of bliss and peace crash over me. It was intense and full of love and happiness and hope. Just awe-inspiring.

These kind of experiences happen to me more in the fall than any other time. I think it’s the combination of the colors, the smells, the cool, crisp air and the sense of ending as well as beginning.

In other news, the Yanks lost again last night. Somehow, this isn’t upsetting me. Perhaps it’s a precognition that they’re going to pull it out in the next two games. Perhaps it’s the universe shielding me from the disappointment to come. Heck, maybe I’m just too caught up in what I’m doing right now for it to bug me. Only time will tell, but I’ve still got my fingers crossed.

Let’s see, what else?

Alright, I’ve got this evening to myself. Everybody’s going out except me and the kitty boys. So, what shall we do with the time that is given us? Well, some cuddling is definitely on the menu. Some good food, if I can come up with a recipe.

There will be website work, maybe condensing some of my emails from hotmail (hmm, that sounds boring!). I’d love to put the metal shelf together that will clean up our “airlock” porch. That’s not a hard task! I’d also love to do a quick cleanup of my cds and room. My mom is coming down to visit and she hasn’t seen the house since the beginning of the move.

It’s funny, I just realized that there are a bunch of problems, major hurdles, in my life right now, yet I’m not bitching about them here. I don’t feel the need, and they seem so peripheral. Wonder what that means…